my Savior loves, my Savior lives, my Savior's always there for me.

today was beyond hard to deal with. watching a good friend of mine be buried into the ground was one of the hardest things i have ever had to do.  i made a playlist of songs that make me think of megan and i'm sitting here listening, reflecting, crying. but today starts the healing process.  i am so thankful to everyone who has been there for me the last few days. my friends are the most amazing people. that is the one beautiful thing out of all of this: i have grown close to people i haven't really talked to in forever and i have met a whole bunch of people who i have bonded with just because they understand what i am going through. our hearts are broken, but together we can pick up the pieces. this whole ordeal has made me realize how i have taken so many people for granted, just expecting them to be there, but i can never do that again. the people i love are way to special for that. seeing everyone--friends, students, teachers, parents, acquaintances, strangers--untied together to celebrate the life of such an amazing girl was impossibly beautiful. thank you all SO much for restoring my faith. megan baldwin is a girl that will certainly be missed but never forgotten. 

i love you so much, meggy. i can't wait to see you again.

p.s. in honor of megan, i started my happy list yesterday. that will be up on here soon.